So, I woke up wondering if this was a punishment of sorts. My mama told me I was vain, lol. I could argue all day about why I'm not, but I know it's a sin. I just love myself. I don't hold anyone's beauty to a higher standard than others which would in fact say I'm being vain. But truthfully I still feel the same way today! Is that wrong? I'm beautiful d@mnit! LOL
Anyway not that I had anything planned for the day, it's Saturday. There hasn't been any progress today. I've been doing my massages throughout the day but for the most part testing my ability to see, lol. I've not watched any TV today but I was doing some studying (GRE) and using the laptop. I mentioned the other day that my eyes don't work independently, and I meant it. Don't get me wrong, I can see out of both of them and can function but it's difficult. I'd have to really cover the eye for my left eye to kick into FULL MODE but even then it's still more of a strain. So I choose to keep both eyes open. I don't know which is worse? Even with my glasses on I am still having trouble really focusing in on things. Could it be that my right has too much lubricant in it? I think it's actually the better eye, lol, so I'm kinda screwed right now. No pun intended!
Anyhoo, I'm going to lay it down for the night. It's been fun keeping you all updated.
You are beautiful my darling daughter and there's never anything wrong with expressing just that!
ReplyDeleteI considered documenting my days with Bells Palsy and kinda wish I had because it came and went in no real time at all. The healing process will require a bit of work and a few sacrifices but I'm sure you're up for the challenge.
Keep up the good work Natasha, I love you!
Thanks Daddy!
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